Thank you for this. I am doing better; it is very difficult to become vulnerable and share my thought. I was raised in a not so friendly house where violence was always the first thing. When being confronted, I would always get hit if I talked back, stayed quiet, lied, or told the truth. I think a lot of my problems stem from those days, when every I'm confronted now, I freeze waiting for things to be over and just let whatever happens, happens. I also don't want to seem like a prissy person who always needs everything all the time. For example, my love language is physical touch, my family didn't express love that way and I felt unloved. When I tried explaining it to my family here, I was told that I am an arrogant little princess who only thinks of herself. So, it is little statements like that that make me not want to talk. I don't want to seem entitled because of the way I tik.
